something of my own creation

need someone to constantly throw me off


idoneous


you're more than i can believe would ever come my way



these quicksand emotions, slowly but surely im sinking, i know






i just refuse to keep you out of sight, out of mind






(im) sickening

a lifeless face you'll soon forget

...Except that suffering is exact...

Lie on your favorite side
Curl
Pull the blankets over your head,
Cover up
Just enough to smother, mildly
Just enough to suffocate, lightly
Inhale,
Exhale-exhale-exhale.........
Shallow breaths
Choke a little
Easy, easy
Choke a little harder
Slowly, slowly
Bite that thumb
Hold it back
Blink, blink, blink
It gets a little wet,
a little messy,
drip-drip-drip dry,
Steady, steady...