I was so scared it would flood me where I sit

Please go away

I reach out my hands
And push you
Either out
Or further in
Which, i do not know
But know i want

Yet you wouldn't budge

It was then
It hit me
"You cannot get rid
Of something
That isnt there"

Surely,
You were really always
(A figment of)
my wildest imagination(s)
my deepest desire(s)

Please don't go away